EslinxHaseo

Just a quick catch up, I'm 28 now, have been married for almost 6 years, have 2 beautiful daughters ages 5 and 2 and I'm still a huge nerd. I read more than any other hobby, averaging 35ish books a year but I'd love to make more time for writing. Lots of ideas just hard to piece together.  

So Sidra just turned 10 months old... (this pic is from one month ago but not much has changed) Where has the time gone?! I feel like it was just yesterday I was getting ready for her and yet here she is getting ready to start walking. She's a little pain in the ass but I love her to death <3

There really isn't much but I thought I might post something. Saw a journal from an old friend and it brought back some really good memories. I kinda screwed up that friendship and thought I made good on it again, but I realized that nothing would ever fix what got broken. She's doing really well and I'm really super proud of her and all the things she's accomplished. She's always been kind of an inspiration because she juggled so much in her life and really just made it all work. Made me realize how crap I am sometimes. But things got better. 

I got married, moved on from my past and the things I used to do to hurt myself and others(not physically but all the same, it matters), and brought someone into this world who changed everything for me. I'm still a struggling mom looking for a job and my husband looking for one too but were making it work. I'm hoping to go back to school by next spring term to get my Surgical Tech degree. Good things are going to happen and honestly I really hope it's soon. 

Here are photos of the best things in my life though.

My beautiful 4 month old daughter: Sidra Lee Cason

And my little Cason family <3

And I have this wonderfully beautiful 3.5 month old daughter who is my absolute pride and joy.

I don't know how many of you even read my journals, if any of you at all, but I'm looking for something really special here. I never posted it before, but I'm expecting a baby in December. A baby girl. Her name is going to be Sidra (see-druh) Lee Cason and right now i'm lacking in some personalization of some stuff. I need a design. Her daddy likes to call her "his little sea monster" because of the way her name sounds. And honestly I'm beginning to think she is one by the way she kicks and flails all the time. Problem is, there aren't really any "cute" sea monsters out there for onesie designs and the like. I mean, I could use an octopus or a jelly fish and I've found a few clip art pieces that would work, but I'm hoping for something really personal here. Just designed for her. So if ANY of you can design something for me, with or without the words "Daddy's Little Sea Monster", and have it not be too girly, i'd really, really appreciate it. I don't even really care when you get it to me. It doesn't have to be tomorrow or even a month from now. I'm not due until December.